Stumble

Gosh, 9 months has passed since I took over from John to lead CG. Time is running out, I don't want the CG to stretched in the same stage for too long and not see any progress... John reminded me about one thing after I said that all I need to do is pray and not have to meet with people but then in the end, it is wrong. We concluded that it brought us back to a point I knew but ignored. There is no connections with one another except for the people who are more mature and so can make the right choices irregardless of what circumstances throws at them. It seems like the age old method of relating with others still have to be done...Meeting with them personally outside of church. I became quite uncomfortable as this means meeting with people whom I don't think I can connect with and whom possibly I don't like. John said it's gonna be hard to meet up with some of them because they will come up with excuses not to and human nature is to run away from God...I said I did tried to meet up with someone but that person said could not make it at the last minute...and John said I did not try hard because I am actually glad that the person could not make it as I already think it's hard to be able to relate or connect with the person...hahaha. True, because after that one time of trying, I did not try again. Darn. But then...nothing is impossible with God.I believe I need to envision it happening and make it happen. I need to ask God to show me who I can meet up with...and to continue to ask how I can be a blessing to them. Breakthrough is coming, revival will come, YA will grow and multiply! Need to take leave to settle unpacking in my study so that I can concentrate better.